SAUDADE

A mother and child navigate the depths of memory amid the beauty of a picturesque wood.

Every time the two of them hike together, the mother whispers, “Que saudade!” At first the young narrator is hesitant to ask what it means. When the little one finally asks, Mamãe tries to put the feeling into words to help the child understand. She describes a sense of nostalgia and the memories that bubble up when scents, feelings, or places remind her of growing up in Brazil. Saudade is “a strong longing for something you can’t have.” While Mamãe enjoys reminiscing, she also feels heartache; she misses her homeland and loved ones. The child remembers a recent visit to Brazil, where the little one had fun adventures, hiking with cousins and swimming with grandparents. But now the child must use a laptop to communicate with those relatives. Memories are bittersweet when family members are so far away. The term “saudade” lets the little one name the feeling, and while these emotions are painful, they help the child feel connected to culture and family. Softly rendered digital and watercolor illustrations aptly bring to life the fond memories recalled throughout the story, while the text exudes tenderness. In an author’s note, Crespo discusses this Portuguese and Galician word further and speaks to her experiences as a Brazilian immigrant. Mamãe and the child have tan skin and brown hair; a broad range of skin tones are depicted throughout.

A poignant exploration of longing and connection.