I AM NOT JESSICA CHEN

Seventeen-year-old Jenna Chen gets her heart’s desire when she makes a wish to become her perfect cousin, Jessica.

Jenna and Jessica are Chinese American seniors at the cutthroat Havenwood Academy. But while Jessica’s exemplary academic and athletic performance has earned her admiration from teachers and peers alike, Jenna has always fallen short of expectations, no matter how hard she works. In a moment of despair, Jenna wishes on a shooting star to be Jessica—and is astonished to wake up the next morning in Jessica’s body. At first, being Havenwood’s star pupil is a dream come true for Jenna, whose hunger for outward approval is finally satisfied by the praise that’s being heaped upon her. But Jenna’s bliss fades as she experiences the immense social pressures that forced Jessica to maintain her spotless record. She feels a creeping sense of unease as everyone around her seems to forget her own actual existence, apart from Aaron Cai, her childhood friend and unrequited crush, who recently returned from studying abroad. Liang’s latest examines the costs of pursuing perfection through a vivid portrayal of the mental and emotional toll it takes on Jenna, Jessica, and their peers. Jenna’s artistic eye sometimes manifests in overly ornate prose in her first-person narration, but the vulnerability of her voice will pull readers in.

A sincere and emotionally astute story offering reassurance to anyone who feels like they don’t matter.