A high schooler tries to keep her summer fling—and questions about her sexuality—a secret.
After spending her summer in the Outer Banks thanks to her mom's job, petite, blond-haired Lara is back in New York and ready to take on her senior year with a fresh haircut and newfound confidence. She’s finally caught the eye of her longtime unrequited crush, Chase, and as they start dating, she knows she should feel that her dreams have come true. But Lara’s secret summer fling, Jasmine, has moved to town, and as Jasmine infiltrates Lara’s friend group, Lara feels increasingly unmoored. Lara had only ever been attracted to boys before, but now she can’t stop thinking about Jasmine and wondering what that means. If she's always dreamed about dating Chase, who would she be without that dream? And was she just “cool for the summer,” or are her feelings about Jasmine something more? While some readers will be frustrated that the plot hinges on simple miscommunication and a love triangle, the thoughtful representation of a questioning teen's struggle to understand herself—and avoid labels for the time being—is sorely needed. Lara is a Jewish second-generation Russian American; Jasmine is a Jewish Syrian American, and supporting characters have a range of racial, ethnic, and sexual identities.
A welcome addition to the small but growing canon of questioning queer fiction.
(Fiction. 14-18)