Next book

I CAN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT

An emotional novel in verse that reads like an actual teen’s diary.

Malachi “Kai” Michaelides wants to come out as gay at school, but his closeted best friend, Matt, fears the consequences of the attention it would draw to them both.

Matt’s religious parents are homophobic, so he doesn’t plan to come out until after he’s left for university. British Kai’s Greek Cypriot single mum works two jobs while pursuing her master’s degree, so while she’s supportive of Kai’s queerness, she relies heavily on the metaphorical village to care for him: Kai’s Jamaican paternal granny, his yiayia and bapou, and chosen family Theía Estélla and her nonbinary child, Vass, Kai’s other best friend. Kai dreams of being a writer, and Atta’s verse lends a memoirist’s tone to the story. Supporting characters float in and out, including the kids at Kai and Matt’s bouldering youth squad, teachers at their London school who are realistically flawed, and a group of Black schoolmates called The Boys who take Kai and Matt under their wing. The resolution of the book’s romance plotline feels a bit rushed, but Atta touches in gentle, sensitive ways on many significant themes, including consent, sexual assault, forced outing, racial profiling, anger management and therapy, and the unique experiences Kai has as a biracial teen with a multicultural heritage. Some untranslated Greek dialogue is easily understood in context.

An emotional novel in verse that reads like an actual teen’s diary. (Verse fiction. 14-18)

Pub Date: today

ISBN: 9780063158030

Page Count: 304

Publisher: Quill Tree Books/HarperCollins

Review Posted Online: March 8, 2025

Kirkus Reviews Issue: April 1, 2025

Next book

INDIVISIBLE

An ode to the children of migrants who have been taken away.

A Mexican American boy takes on heavy responsibilities when his family is torn apart.

Mateo’s life is turned upside down the day U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement agents show up unsuccessfully seeking his Pa at his New York City bodega. The Garcias live in fear until the day both parents are picked up; his Pa is taken to jail and his Ma to a detention center. The adults around Mateo offer support to him and his 7-year-old sister, Sophie, however, he knows he is now responsible for caring for her and the bodega as well as trying to survive junior year—that is, if he wants to fulfill his dream to enter the drama program at the Tisch School of the Arts and become an actor. Mateo’s relationships with his friends Kimmie and Adam (a potential love interest) also suffer repercussions as he keeps his situation a secret. Kimmie is half Korean (her other half is unspecified) and Adam is Italian American; Mateo feels disconnected from them, less American, and with worries they can’t understand. He talks himself out of choosing a safer course of action, a decision that deepens the story. Mateo’s self-awareness and inner monologue at times make him seem older than 16, and, with significant turmoil in the main plot, some side elements feel underdeveloped. Aleman’s narrative joins the ranks of heart-wrenching stories of migrant families who have been separated.

An ode to the children of migrants who have been taken away. (Fiction. 14-18)

Pub Date: May 4, 2021

ISBN: 978-0-7595-5605-8

Page Count: 400

Publisher: Little, Brown

Review Posted Online: Feb. 22, 2021

Kirkus Reviews Issue: March 15, 2021

Awards & Accolades

Likes

  • Readers Vote
  • 97


Our Verdict

  • Our Verdict
  • GET IT


  • New York Times Bestseller

Next book

IF HE HAD BEEN WITH ME

There’s not much plot here, but readers will relish the opportunity to climb inside Autumn’s head.

Awards & Accolades

Likes

  • Readers Vote
  • 97


Our Verdict

  • Our Verdict
  • GET IT


  • New York Times Bestseller

The finely drawn characters capture readers’ attention in this debut.

Autumn and Phineas, nicknamed Finny, were born a week apart; their mothers are still best friends. Growing up, Autumn and Finny were like peas in a pod despite their differences: Autumn is “quirky and odd,” while Finny is “sweet and shy and everyone like[s] him.” But in eighth grade, Autumn and Finny stop being friends due to an unexpected kiss. They drift apart and find new friends, but their friendship keeps asserting itself at parties, shared holiday gatherings and random encounters. In the summer after graduation, Autumn and Finny reconnect and are finally ready to be more than friends. But on August 8, everything changes, and Autumn has to rely on all her strength to move on. Autumn’s coming-of-age is sensitively chronicled, with a wide range of experiences and events shaping her character. Even secondary characters are well-rounded, with their own histories and motivations.

There’s not much plot here, but readers will relish the opportunity to climb inside Autumn’s head.   (Fiction. 14 & up)

Pub Date: April 1, 2013

ISBN: 978-1-4022-7782-5

Page Count: 336

Publisher: Sourcebooks Fire

Review Posted Online: Feb. 12, 2013

Kirkus Reviews Issue: March 1, 2013

Close Quickview