CHANGE

A child of rural poverty recalls his rise to literary fame and the intellectual class.

In his 2017 autofiction, The End of Eddy—a bestseller in his home country—Louis recalled a youth in northern France defined by poverty, racism, and violence. In this bracing sequel, Louis chronicles his escape from the upbringing he was so determined to leave behind. A bright but self-loathing gay adolescent, he’s quick to attach himself to anyone who praises him, so he bonds tightly with Elena, a classmate with well-read parents and respect for his intellect. With her encouragement, he leverages his gift for acting to find work in a theater and makes plans to head for Paris. There, with the help of a philosopher, Didier, he begins to gain entry to the city’s intelligentsia and crams to enter an elite school. Édouard (he’s rejected his birth name, Eddy) is stubbornly determined to make his name as a writer, but his achievements only rarely feel like triumphs; rather, he’s anxious at every turn about whether he’s smart enough to measure up, stalked by imposter syndrome, and aware that his lovers’ generosity has limits. (For a time he makes ends meet as a sex worker.) Nor can he shake off his family’s judgment of him as a snob-in-training. “If you make it in you’re saved,” he tells himself about his efforts to enter the school, but his acceptance is a Pyrrhic victory. Even as he begins hobnobbing with wealthy men and begins his successful career as a writer, it’s clear that his craving for acceptance and approval, literally beaten into him as a child, has yet to be entirely overcome. Louis’ storytelling, in Lambert’s deft translation, is clear and intellectually robust but captures a tone of fear and anxiety; what he often calls “revenge,” even on a family that might deserve it, is a corrosive feeling.

A sharp chronicle of status climbing and its consequences.