STILL BORN

Widely translated Mexican author Nettel considers the thorniness of motherhood in this novel shortlisted for the International Booker Prize.

Is motherhood worth it? For Laura, the answer’s always been a resounding no: “For years I tried to convince my girlfriends that procreating was a hopeless mistake.” Children “would always represent a limit on their freedom.” Since their 20s, her friend Alina has agreed. Independent, busy traveling, the two look askance at the societal expectations women face. Later, settled in Mexico City, Laura has her tubes tied. Then, shockingly, Alina announces she’s trying to get pregnant. What happens next is every prospective parent’s worst nightmare: Alina learns there’s a grave problem with her baby, who won’t live past birth. Running parallel to Alina’s story is that of Doris, Laura’s widowed neighbor, whose young son throws daily violent tantrums. As Laura tries to support Alina through an impossibly difficult situation, she’s drawn to her struggling neighbor’s troubled son as well as to a local feminist collective, finding herself reconsidering ideas of motherhood, family, even “frequently illogical, incomprehensible” love itself. A pair of pigeons nest on her balcony and raise an ungainly chick that looks nothing like them; Laura becomes convinced another bird laid the egg, practicing brood parasitism. Nettel describes the realities of her characters’ lives with a compassionate but unsparing eye. Every mother depicted is fully human, not selfless and saintly but a complex individual with mixed, even contradictory feelings. There’s joy here and camaraderie, but there are no easy solutions. “I don’t understand…” Alina tells Laura at one point. “And in her voice, [Laura] thought [she] could hear, not indignation, or even bewilderment, but simply all the despair in the world.”

A deeply felt, refreshingly honest story of two friends finding their ways down different paths.