FIX

Eve is in pain all the time.

The 16-year-old Boston girl is recovering from scoliosis surgery and growing increasingly dependent on opioids to numb the trauma. As her body heals from the agonizing effects of the surgery, she must also negotiate relationships with her physically and emotionally absent mother; her estranged former best friend, Lidia; and her classmate and maybe-crush, Thomas. Her mind confused by painkillers, Eve believes she has made a devil’s bargain as she hears the voice of her telescope talking to her: It promises that her pain will disappear, but so, piece by piece, will the state of Minnesota. The mystery for Eve is to untangle this riddle, one she believes is the key to both her pain and the three people closest to her. As she grapples with addiction, Eve is forced to confront what in her life can be fixed, what she wants fixed, what must stay broken, and what can be transformed into something new. Told in alternating chapters of poetry and prose, this intense, unflinching story asks what it means to be repaired and reveals the forces that bring people back together after being torn apart. Eve and her mother are White; Spanish-speaking Thomas’ grandmother came from Puerto Rico; and Eve’s mother’s partner is a woman who is cued as Black.

A gratifying story of a young woman’s path to recovering pieces of her past self through a present laced with pain.