When a young woman writes a trilogy of bestselling books under a pen name, everyone wants to know her identity, but she has reasons for keeping herself hidden.
The reclusive author Cate Kay is legally named Cass Ford, but she was born Anne Marie Callahan—and to her best childhood friend, she was always known as Annie. Growing up in upstate New York, Annie and Amanda did everything together. They especially loved to act, and they shared big dreams of running off to Los Angeles. Although Annie’s love for Amanda wasn’t entirely platonic, their attachment ran deep enough to survive their mismatched feelings. What their relationship was less able to survive was an unexpected accident. Annie ended up leaving town alone and creating a new life for herself. Dismayed by her cowardice in leaving Amanda behind, she takes on a new identity as Cass Ford and falls into a relationship with Sidney, a woman who seeks to isolate and control her. When Cass writes a runaway hit, Sidney—who’s one of the few people privy to her real identity—doesn’t want to share that information, or any other part of Cass, with the world. As Cass navigates her new success, she begins to wonder whether she ever really knew who she was and what she should do now that she has the power to choose. The story is presented as Cate Kay’s memoir and sprinkled with her own footnotes, but it also offers brief chapters from the first-person viewpoints of many other characters, implying that Cass has reached out to them for their perspectives. Through this documentary-like setup, author Fagan is able to round out the picture of Annie/Cass/Cate and the way she’s coped with various traumas. Though the characters are multidimensional and compelling, some of their actions are a bit hard to believe, like the way Annie abandoned her best friend in a moment of need and later accepted tragic news without any sort of verification. Similarly, there are times where the narrative is weighed down with irrelevant details. Even so, Fagan explores many complex topics with grace, ranging from toxic friendships to uncomfortable professional successes and undeserved second chances.
A smart and enticing fictional memoir.