The story of an agent of the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and Explosives who went undercover to bust a disreputable motorcycle gang.
In a book co-authored by former Boston Herald investigative journalist Wedge, Croke chronicles the risky years he spent infiltrating the notorious Pagan Motorcycle Club. In 2009, Croke embarked on an undercover mission with the group, posing as a merciless defender of the club’s upper echelon. No stranger to undercover work—“I had faked doing coke with…MS-13 gangbangers”—he employed all of the manipulative, resourceful survival skills he knew to work his way into the Pagans’ favor. However, his cover became increasingly difficult to maintain, and the situation became life-threatening once he observed the club’s unpredictable inner machinations, which included extreme violence, rape, ubiquitous drugs, extortion, and murder. Though the authors braid Croke’s personal history into the text and how his fascination with “the many ways criminals grifted the system” became his “calling,” his assignment with the Pagans remains the captivating centerpiece. Driven by a combination of justice and adrenaline, Croke became fully ensconced in the group’s clandestine, nefarious world, operating inches away from mercurial members—e.g., Roadblock, Hogman, “a behemoth of a man” and “a disgusting human”; Hellboy, “a former mixed martial arts fighter and big meth tweaker”; and Cano, “one of the only non-white members,” whose rap sheet included “drug and weapons trafficking, robberies, gambling violations, conspiracy, being a fugitive from justice, and several assaults.” Nearing the investigation’s climax, the threat of exposure escalated and compromised the safety of his wife and children. The authors pack the brisk narrative with insider details and compelling action, creating a riveting hybrid of true-crime journalism and intensive memoir. In a revealing, highly personal conclusion, Croke writes about how he tried to put the daunting ordeal behind him, but the psychological fallout forced him to eschew motorcycle riding altogether: “The bike came to symbolize danger and an outlaw lifestyle that kept me from those I loved most.”
A breathless, enthralling thrill ride.