THE WIND AT MY BACK

A pioneering Black dancer recounts her hard-won success.

In 2015, Copeland (b. 1982) became the first Black ballerina at the American Ballet Theatre promoted to principal dancer, 14 years after joining the company. Following up on her previous memoir, Life in Motion, Copeland, assisted by Fales-Hill, describes the challenges, frustrations, and successes of her career, paying special homage to her friend and mentor, Raven Wilkinson (1935-2018), who danced with the Ballet Russes de Monte Carlo in the 1950s, the first Black woman to get a contract with a major ballet company. With unfailing encouragement and pragmatic advice, Wilkinson helped the younger dancer navigate a profession often unwelcoming to Blacks. “She showed me,” Copeland writes, “that we dance for all those who came before us and the many who will hopefully come after us.” When she seemed overwhelmed by self-doubt, Wilkinson reminded her, “Every time you step on that stage, I’ll be the wind at your back.” She buoyed Copeland’s spirits as she recovered from a severe injury and when she felt isolated and alone: For her first 10 years at ABT, she was the only Black woman dancer; later, she was one of only three dancers of color among a company of 80. A soloist for many years, she despaired about being given principal roles: “Would any Black ballerina ever shatter ABT’s glass ceiling?” she asked herself. Wilkinson urged her to speak openly with the company’s artistic director, and finally, at age 32, she debuted in principal roles, including Odile/Odette in Swan Lake. Although Copeland never faced the racial violence that Wilkinson encountered when she toured the South in the 1950s, she admits that racism hindered her opportunities and stoked her anxiety about “the reaction of critics and the jabs from online commentators that maybe I wasn’t ‘right’ for these leading roles”—fears amply assuaged by her audiences’ acclaim.

A candid, instructive reflection on artistry, dedication, and race.