A teen poet in Washington, D.C., becomes entangled with an older man as she tries to break free from her mother’s expectations.
Sixteen-year-old Sudanese American Samira Abdullahi has long had a tarnished reputation within her ever watchful community. She continually challenges her strict mother’s rules, yearning for the freedom to express herself: “i want the world, / all of it, & it is on the other side / of our front door, outside my mother’s / house &, it seems, outside my mother’s love.” Samira’s defiance leads to her being grounded for the summer, save for the poetry workshop her aunt already paid for. Bored, she connects with Horus on an online poetry forum; he initially appears kind and attentive, providing the affection she craves—but over time, his controlling tendencies surface, and Samira neglects her other relationships. Through the poetry workshop, however, Samira forms new connections, discovers her own identity as a poet, and finally sees Horus clearly. Elhillo masterfully portrays the universal theme of naïve first romance, including the potential for exploitation in moments of vulnerability, through the perspective of a girl who’s grounded in the Sudanese diaspora. Notably, the intricate relationship between Samira and her mother is authentic, highlighting the complex connections between immigrant mothers and their daughters. The poems eloquently convey Samira’s experiences, making the novel relatable to readers whether or not they’ve faced similar challenges.
A stunning work that deeply explores poetry, the complexities of identity, and the longing for love.
(Verse fiction. 13-18)