An autistic girl weathers a summer of changes.
Thirteen-year-old Maudie McGinn is desperately looking forward to leaving Houston and spending the summer with her dad in Molinas, California. Unlike Mom, a YouTube influencer who exploits Maudie’s autism, Dad doesn’t treat her like she’s helpless or berate her for having meltdowns or panic attacks. And unlike Ron, her stepfather, he doesn’t erupt in rages or leave bruises on her arms. But when a wildfire forces them to evacuate, Maudie and Dad find themselves scraping by in Conwy, Dad’s hometown on the Mexican border. It’s overwhelming, especially when Maudie’s secret burns inside her alongside Mom’s and Ron’s demeaning words, like incapable and ridiculous. If she tells Dad about Ron’s abuse, though, she could be taken from her family altogether; Mom said so. But as Maudie makes friends, including Paddi, a bubbly girl with ADHD, and Etta, an easygoing woman who teaches her to surf, she wonders: Is keeping secrets good? Is she stronger than she thinks? Through Maudie’s earnest, occasionally poetic narration, Pla vividly explores the ways that physical and verbal abuse can distort self-perception. Notably, she illustrates how pressure to comply with neurotypical authority figures can complicate self-advocacy. Though Mom’s ableism is less firmly addressed than Ron’s abuse, Dad, who’s also neurodivergent, provides a compassionate counterpoint by consistently reaffirming Maudie’s self-worth. Most characters read White; Dad’s mom was from Venezuela, and Paddi is cued South Asian.
A perceptive, poignant tale of self-discovery.
(Fiction. 9-13)